Kate Cassidy is still holding onto her midnight memories.

Nearly two years after the death of her boyfriend Liam Payne, the influencer clarified the reason she is removing a collection of tattoos from her hand, some of which were tributes to the late One Direction member. 

“The only reason that I am lasering off these tattoos is literally just because they are too thick for my liking,” Cassidy said in a July 29 TikTok. “These are the very first tattoos I ever received—I’ve already talked about this before—and I went somewhere really random and I asked for a fine line tattoo.”

However, despite her expectation of getting “very faint” and “very fine” markings, the 27-year-old added, “I ended up getting this thick, bulky, whatever.”

So, Cassidy underwent laser removal to take off a pair of angel wings, a star and the number four—her and Payne’s angel number—that she had on her fingers.

Despite removing the tributes, Cassidy—who is planning to get the tattoos redone on a different part of her hand—shut down speculation that she is moving on from her love for Payne.