Come tomorrow, most internet memes will seem so yesterday, but Hilary Duff can’t seem to get this one to go away. 

As the Disney alum continues her pop career revival, she reflected on a moment from her mid-aughts rise that has become a beloved internet meme: the choreography for her live performances of her 2007 single, “With Love.”

“That has not been a fun thing to follow me around,” Hilary admitted in an interview with Glamour published Feb. 17. “Didn’t want to be there, doing this dance that I probably didn’t want to be doing, and didn’t feel good at the time.”

Indeed, while Hilary—mom to son Luca, 13, with ex-husband Mike Comrie, and daughters Banks, 7, Mae, 4, and Townes, 21 months, with husband Matthew Koma—performed a nod to the routine during a performance in New York last month, she said it took her a while to see it as anything but a painful reminder of the pressure to perform.